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Half Crazy

September 23, 2006

Do you know the song Half Crazy? I don't know who the original singer is but you'll hear it on the radio being sang by Freestyle. It's the only entry in my playlist. I deleted from it the APO and Rihanna songs.  I really love this one. I don't exacty know why. Maybe because of its melody, its meaning or maybe because at one point in my life, in our lives, we've all been half crazy.

Half crazy missing a partner, a famiy member, a friend, or an enemy. Believe it or not, some miss the people they don't even like. I'm not sure why, could be the rush they get from seeing the person they hate. Or maybe because their lives will not be the same, will not be as exciting, will be dull if there is no additional spice brought to them by these people. Whatever! They are not my concern anyway. I'll stop analyzing the reasons behind another person's action. I 'll go mad if I do. Heck, I don't even understand myself sometimes.

Hmm.Maybe that's why. Maybe that's what's wrong all these time. Me not fully understanding myself. Maybe. Maybe not.

Relationship between two people is complicated. It doesn't matter if it's familial, platonic, or romantic. As long as it involves human beings. It's bound to be complicated. It's great if it's a good kind complicated. But what if it's not?

You disagree, little things pile up, you fight, you say things you don't mean, you part ways angry with each other. Then after a while, you'll realize that you don't want to fight anymore. Then you kiss and make up. But what if the other person is no longer there? What will you do? Wait for a falling star and wish that you'll have another chance? If you happen to be lucky and you got that chance, will you listen to what he'll say? Will you know the right things to say? Will you say them? Or will you be back to where you start? You'll disgaree until it's goodbye.

One of our major failings is the ability to listen to another person. You'll start discussing what went wrong. You'll have your say. So will he. You smooth things out and everything's sunnier than the sun. All's well that ends well. But what if not? Life, relationship, is a viscious cycle. No wonder I am what I am.

Half crazy.
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Previous Comments

“some miss the people they don’t even like”

hahah! for sure mamimiss mo yung kakapit-cubicle mo…. pero malay mo sumunod din siya sa accenture! wahahaha!

Posted by bleue at September 23, 2006, 8:21 pm

grabe, tagos sa puso itu ah!
galeng-galeng nman!
mukang affected ka talaga ke ano ah… dun ke… hehehe… alam mu na kun sinu weh!
pre, basta… kawalan nya un… wala na sha makikita na 2lad mu :-D

Posted by suzie at September 25, 2006, 6:53 pm

suzie, hindi naman masyado halata noh? hehe.
hay naku! bahala na kung ano mangyayari. whatever will be, will be.

bleue, he’s one person I’m sure I won’t miss.hehe
susunod sya? ahmm.. sabi ko na dapat hindi ako dapat pumayag dun sa contract eh. peace!

Posted by thet at September 28, 2006, 5:55 pm

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